Babe.

The first night that you’re here and I actually get to kiss you goodnight instead of just wishing I could will be the greatest feeling.
I swear you get more beautiful, every damn day. 

4
Jun
Four hours of sitting on Skype.

Making the goofiest faces, talking about absolutely nothing and making weird noises at each other…
There’s no way I’d rather be spending my time. Except of course actually being with you.

I don’t understand how someone can be so goddamn beautiful, all the time.
Time for bed. I’ll be going to sleep with a smile on, tonight.

3
Jun
This guilt tripping needs to stop. It’s driving me fucking mental.

Friends don’t act like that towards friends.

/personal post.

2
Jun
I literally hope someone punches you in teeth.

I’m not a violent person like that, but I’ll even volunteer.
I have never been so serious in my life.

23
May
Goddamn I feel like an asshole.

Meerrrrr….

21
May
” I’m losing you, and it’s effortless. ”

You can’t even deny it, either.

24
Apr
Last night sleeping in this bed.

…. In this house. In this city. In this province. In this time zone.
Excuse me while I go bawl my eyes out now. Holy fuck I did not imagine it being THIS difficult. I hate this place. Why am I so sad..?

13
Apr
Out of any promise YOU have ever made me

This one is a biggie. Please don’t break it.
I couldn’t handle that shit. Seriously.

9
Apr
Personal post.

Driving home alone on pretty much completely dead streets at 2am has caused me to think too much.

28
Mar

By the time I leave I will have more money saved than I intended to have. 
So I think that means I’m going to blow some money on something I don’t really need. 

Okay cool I think I’m gonna get a tattoo. Sounds good. 

23
Mar
She is stunnnnning. Goddamn.

I’ve missed that laugh and that voice and that giggle and that smile. <3 Only a few months and you’ll be back in my arms and I’m going to kiss you all over.

I have a love/hate relationship with Skype, right now. 

9
Feb
” I just really want this and you and everything that comes with it. “

It’s almost 3:30am and I am tired as shit, but talking to her has become more important than sleep, apparently. And I’m not complaining. 

29
Jan
I can’t sleep.

Good thing I don’t work early tomorrow. 

27
Jan